Bye November and Hello December !

It's almost 12 a.m here, 2 more hours road to 1st December. This november gave me so much to remember, about you, about us, about my friends, about my family. All the problem I've faced through it. Now, here I am, I'm still here, yea still here. I've cried over all the single night just missing you, I've sang all the sad songs just to remind me of you. Hope this December will give something new for me, new direction and a new HOPE.

GOODBYE NOVEMBER :)

December, the last month of 2011, I wish all the best for this month. Many people like this month, you know why ? Because December is the sweetest month for the people, especially for a family and lovers. Sitting in the park bench watching the snow falling from sky, or maybe stare at the stars in the night sky, or maybe have a christmas party with all the big family, cookies and christmas trees everywhere, ahh what a wonderful December. But in my hometown, there's no winter season :( This is Indonesia guys. *sigh*  So, wish you a wonder wonderful December all ! \m/

HELLO DECEMBER ♥ 

Fall for you

I used to sing this song for him. He likes this song so much. I recorded my voice when i was singing this song, and i gave that record to him. Now, only that record can accompany his night. No longer me. :'(

Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a boy like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a boy like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a boy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Never forget.

Sarangheyo B :)

What's happened to us?

You used to text me every morning.

You used to text me " I love you " every single morning.

You used to come to my class.

You used to hold my hand and then said " WSL ".

You used to kiss my cheek.

You used to hug me.

You used to kiss my lips.

You used to call me every single night.

You used to ask me to sing.

You used to tell me to sleep because it's too late.

You used to tell me that you love me before i fell asleep.

We used to talk about our future.

We used to talk about our wedding.

We used to talk about our future child.

We used to talk about our future home.

We used to talk about our future grandchild.

We used to talk how about if we getting old.

We used to talk how to spend our time together later.

But now ? What's happened to us ?

I miss those conversations so much. I miss those activities so much. And, I miss you so much. :'(

A THOUSAND YEARS.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more